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Bradford Pear – 4

March 31, 2009

I very much doubt Laine’s kitchen had changed at all since the 1950s.  It was like stepping onto the set of I Love Lucy.  I expected Ethel Mertz to come around the corner any second.  I opened her refrigerator and found it awash in carryout cartons, but not much else.  After digging for a few minutes, I located some bread, butter and eggs.  I was also able to secure miscellaneous other breakfast necessities such as plates, skillets and toaster.  By the time my aunt called me to liberate her from the bathroom fifteen minutes later, I was setting fried eggs and toast on the table in the dining room.

Laine had not only changed clothes, but also teased out her hair and applied makeup all from that stool.  (I also heard the toilet flush, but decided not to delve into details.  If all she needed was me to get her in there, all the better.)  I helped lower her to the chair and then rolled her into the dining room.  “You cooked!” she exclaimed with glee.  “I didn’t know you could cook.  What a marvelous treat.”

“Of course I can cook,” I observed as I sat across from her.  “I had to learn mostly out of a need for survival.  Olivia didn’t spend much time in the kitchen.”

“I imagine not,” Laine observed as she began spooning sugar into her coffee.  “Unless neighborhood children were breaking gingerbread off your house, that is.”

“Laine…”

She waved away my warning tone.  “I joke.  Where were you off to this morning?”

I recounted my run, getting lost and my meeting with Rachel. 

“Ah, lovely girl,” Laine observed as she spooned the last of the jam onto a piece of toast. “Pity she’s so hung up on Chris in 3A.  If she enjoys a man who plays hard to get, she’s in for a wonderful time there.”

I laughed.  “Met him this morning as well.  He has a leaky faucet I’m supposed to fix sometime this afternoon.”

She nodded sagely.  “No doubt.  Was he alone when he was coming in?”

I cocked my head and looked at her curiously.  “Alone.  How’d you know he was coming in?”

“Because you met him before ten o’clock in the morning.  When you own a building like this, you get to learn people’s idiosyncrasies.  If he comes in alone, you can go work on his apartment anytime after three.  If he comes in with someone, wait until the next day.”

I nodded.  “Speaking of idiosyncrasies, what’s the story on Mister Kersey?”

She shrugged.  “What’s to tell?  He’s the perfect tenant.  Always pays his rent on time and no one ever sees him.  I wish I had a whole building like that.”

“Doesn’t it you strike you as a little weird?”

She chuckled as she popped the last bite of toast into her mouth.  “Everyone is weird, Van. There’s no escaping it.  When someone like Kersey prefers to keep his weirdness to himself, I call that courtesy.”  I stood to clear the plates.  “That was the best breakfast I have had in weeks, young man.  The most your sister ever cooks is cereal, or, occasionally Pop Tarts™.”

“I’m not surprised,” I said over my shoulder as I carried the dishes into the kitchen.  “Pop Tarts constitute one of Brit’s four major food groups.  The others are cheese puffs, Ramen noodles and sauvignon blanc.”

Laine rolled herself (with great exertion) around the dining room table, past the hutch that was crammed full of commemorative plates, circumnavigated a fern stand, and into the doorway of the kitchen as I began to wash the dishes.  “Your sister is changing.  She might surprise you.  One might even say she is growing up.”

“I’ll believe it when I see it,” I replied as I began to load dishes in to the ancient dishwasher that was an integrated part of the aluminum sink cabinet.  “Other than fixing Chris’ faucet, what’s on my ‘to do’ list?”

She pointed towards the phone.  “It’s all on a list over there.  Not too much for today.  I need you to haul the garbage cans out to the street, and leave a message for the elevator inspector.  It just had its annual and he hasn’t sent me the certificate yet.  I’ve put together the list of things that have to be done every day, and then the list of things that I’d like to get done if you have time.” 

“Okay, that’s easy enough.  Since I can’t get into Chris’ apartment until three, that will give me some time to get settled in upstairs and go to the market.”

“Budget some time to spend in Chris’.  He’ll come up with five other things for you to do while you’re there.”

“Really?”  I closed the dishwasher and dried my hands on a tea towel.

“Oh yes,” she said replied nonchalantly as she backed out of the kitchen.  “You’ll find Chris is extremely low maintenance…in much the same way a Fiat is low maintenance.”  

 

 

 

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The Bradford Pear – 3

March 23, 2009

I awoke the next morning to the sound of the toilet flushing.  I sat bolt upright in bed.  “Who’s down there?” I demanded in my best, menacing, New York voice.  No one answered.  I jumped out of the bed and descended the steps part way, again demanding to know who was in the bathroom.  I peered around the corner of the open door.  The room was empty and the apartment silent, save for the sound of the tank refilling.  I looked around, and then stepped into the bathroom.  I lifted the tank lid and saw that the seal on the flapper valve was dislodged.  Relieved, I made a mental note to go to the hardware store and buy a new flapper valve.

My adrenaline was pumping hard so I decided to put it to good use and go for a run.  Five minutes later, after checking to see that Aunt Laine was still asleep, I started to run down Virginia back the way I had come the previous night.  I decided to start out by just running around the block. 

That morning I discovered the South’s revenge on Northerners for burning Atlanta: the street layout.  There’s no such thing as a block. 

I ran down Virginia and, at a split in the road, turned right on Monroe.  From there, I turned right on a street called Park, which immediately carried me back to Virginia.  A little confused, I ran down to Monroe again, and turned on Park.  This time, when Park began to curve, I took a left on a street called Crestridge.  Crestridge looped back and took me back to Monroe.  I turned right on Monroe and went a little farther, this time turning on Amsterdam.  Amsterdam immediately ended at a split.  I went left on Courtenay, but somehow circled back around to Amsterdam, but a totally different spot from the split.  Confused, I turned left and then, thinking I was still heading in the right direction, turned left on San Antonio which took me back to Courtenay right where it met Amsterdam. 

I decided to run back the way I came, although I was sufficiently confused by now that I wound up going up Amsterdam the wrong way.  Eventually, it deposited me on North Highland, but by now I was so turned around that I had no idea which direction led back to the building.

At the corner of Amsterdam and North Highland I saw the restaurant Charles had secured dinner from, so I knew I had to be close to home.  I rounded the corner and stopped to catch my breath.  Looking around me, I noticed a small coffee house a few doors up from where I stood.  I walked up to it just as a very attractive African-American woman was emerging with what must have been one of the largest lattes I have ever seen.  She turned and began to walk down the street, and I called to her.  “Excuse me?  Ma’am?”

She turned around and cocked one eyebrow at me, looking expectantly.  “I’m sorry to bother you, but I’m lost.”

“Lost?” She asked in a full, rich alto.

“Yeah.  I was out running and I kind of got turned around.  I’m staying in Virginia Highland.”

“Okay, well you’re still in the Highlands.”

“I’m looking for the corner of Virginia and Highland.” I received much the same look would have expected if I had been standing on Miami Beach and asked where they kept the ocean, so I kept going.  “I’m trying to find an apartment building called the Highlandhurst.”

She looked at me quizzically.  “You stayin’ at the ‘Hurst?”

“Yeah, I’m here to look after a family member.”

A smile broke across her face and she held out her hand.  “You must be Donovan.  I’m Rachel Abernathy.  Apartment 3B.  Welcome to Atlanta.”

I shook her hand.  “You knew I was coming?” 

“Dear, everyone in the building knows you were coming, except maybe Mister Kersey.  Follow me; I’m on my way back past there.”  We began walking down North Highland towards Virginia.

“So, why not Mister…was it Kersey?”

“Your aunt hasn’t told you about the tenants yet?” she asked with a grin.

“Um, no.”

“Ah. Well.  I probably should let her, but I’ll fill you in a little.  Mister Kersey is apartment 1B, just behind your aunt’s.  At least, we assume he is. No one has seen him come in or go out for the last nine years.”

“Really?  Are we sure he’s still alive?”

“Quite sure.  Laine says she still gets rent checks from him, usually shoved under the door in the middle of the night.  He gets all kinds of deliveries from UPS.  If you go into the backyard you can see lights on in his apartment.  Someone is in there.  You just don’t see him.”

I pondered that for a moment.  “Who else is in the building?”

Rachel took a long sip of her latte.  “Well, apartment 1A is your aunt, obviously.  Apartment 2A is Mac and Clare O’Toole.  He works for a dot-com in some technical capacity.  She’s a flautist with the ASO.”

“ASO?”

“Atlanta Symphony Orchestra.  They are the prototypical Highlands couple.  Relatively well off, very well educated.  Slightly left politically.  Way left socially.  You’ll think he’s weird as hell and she’s way too fun and charming to be so intense musically.

“Apartment 2B is Jennifer Mathis.  She’s a bartender at Fountaine’s up here on the right.  Sort of your generic rocker-girl type.  Total party waiting to happen.”          

“Then I’m in apartment 3B.  3A is Christopher Diaz.  He’s a flight attendant for Delta.  Very cute.  Very gay.  Total waste as far as I’m concerned.”

“And then 4A is me,” I observed, as we crossed over Los Angeles.

“So, you’re moving in upstairs?  Well good.  Laine hoped you might take that space over from Brit.”

“Well for the time being.  What about you, Rachel?  You’ve given me insights into everyone else.  What do I need to know about you?”

She raised her eyebrows and took another sip of her latte.  “Me?  Nothing really.  I live in my apartment.  I run a little bookstore down on Ponce de Leon called ‘Ponce Pages.’  I’m just a typical girl living intown.  Sort of a black That Girl, only I don’t get overdressed to go fly kites.”

We passed a small Episcopal church on North Highland and I began to recognize my surroundings.  We were only a block from the building.  “Certainly sounds like an eclectic crowd of residents,” I observed.

Rachel shrugged.  ‘”It’s an eclectic neighborhood.  The Highlands is like this great cosmic nexus.  It’s all about balance.  Not too hip, not too conventional.  Not to rich, not too poor.  Not too liberal, not too right wing.  It’s a little bit of every one.”  She took another sip of her latte as we reached the corner of Virginia and Highland.  We stopped and she turned around and looked at me.  “Know where you are now?”

“I do.  Rachel, I can’t tell you how much I appreciate you getting me back here.”

“My pleasure.  Atlanta doesn’t work like other cities.  You have to learn it all on its own.  Welcome to the ‘Hurst, Donovan.  I’ll see you soon.”  With that, she turned and continued onward down North Highland.

I walked the hundred feet or so to the building and let myself back in.  As I was opening the inner door to the lobby, I heard the outer door behind me open and someone say, “Don’t let that shut.”

I turned around and saw a very good-looking guy, probably about my age, with dark skin and features and wearing evening club clothes.

“Hey,” he greeted me, and favored me with a very wide smile.  “Thanks.  I don’t have my key.”

“You have a key?” I asked suspiciously.

“Well, only ’cause I live here.”

I looked at him as I held the door open (something I would never do in New York, but this place felt different).  He didn’t strike me as the bizarre recluse type, so I ruled out Mister Kersey.  He seemed too hip to be a computer programmer.  “So you must be Chris Diaz?”

He turned as he passed.  The smile broadened, but his eyes looked unsure.  “Um, Hi.” 

I held out my hand.  “I’m Donovan Ford, Laine’s nephew.”

Recognition spread into his eyes.  “Oh yeah.  She told me you were coming to help out for a while.  Nice to meet you.”

“You as well.” I let the door swing shut behind me.

He started to mount the steps and unbutton his green silk camp shirt simultaneously.  “Oh, hey.  A favor?  My kitchen sink won’t shut off.  Can you come look at it?”

“Sure.”

“But later,” he added.  “Sometime this afternoon? I’ve got to get some sleep.”  My agreement must have been presumed because he turned and continued up the stairs without waiting for me to answer.

I let myself into Aunt Laine’s apartment.  I asked softly, “You up?”

“Yes, dear,” came the cheery reply from her bedroom.  “Up and ready for you.”

I walked back to the bedroom.  My aunt was propped up in the bed, wearing a black silk bed jacket.  I took the handles of the wheel chair and rolled it alongside.  “Good morning.”

“Good morning to you,” she replied as she tossed aside the covers and draped an arm over my shoulder.  I gently lowered her from the bed to the wheel chair and rolled her towards the bathroom.  As we passed her bureau, she pointed at it and requested, “Do me a favor?  Open the second drawer and get me out a fresh pair of pajamas.”

I did as I was told, and pulled out whatever pair was on top.

“Oh God, not those.”  She complained.  “Not flannel for the day time.  Something with a little more sex appeal.”  I rummaged through the drawer some more and came up with a pale blue pair of Chinese pajamas with dragons embroidered over each breast and feather boa-type collar.  “Perfect,” she commented approvingly.

I rolled her to the bathroom entrance and placed a bar stool directly in front of the sink.  Then, per her instructions, I helped her up from the chair and perched her on the stool.  “Are you hungry?  Would you like breakfast?”

“Famished,” she replied.  I closed the bathroom door and beat a path back down the hall to the kitchen.

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The Bradford Pear – 2

March 20, 2009

A week later, I was in my Jeep speeding down the interstate towards Atlanta.  I had with me nothing but my clothes, a box of books, my cameras and my trustworthy laptop.  There is something awfully freeing about shedding personal property. 

Once I was below the Mason-Dixon line, a bright, glorious sunshine broke through the clouds that had haunted me since leaving the city. When I crossed the border, Georgia was not much warmer, but its clear skies and early March sunshine could make you believe that it was summertime.   As early evening approached, Interstate 85 flowed ahead of me into the Atlanta city skyline in much the same way that the yellow brick road had led into the Emerald City. 

How can I describe my first impressions of Atlanta?  Traffic, mostly.  I have come to learn that complaining about traffic is one of the main pastimes of Atlantans.  Sitting in it is apparently the other.  Atlanta rush hour, which is comprised of alternatively hurtling along thirty miles above the speed limit and careening to sudden immediate stops, is not unlike coming off of a heroin trip. (Or, so I’m told.)

I somehow managed to navigate the darting circus of cars changing lanes (without signaling) like the Keystone Cops in an old Mac Sennett comedy, and pulled off the Interstate onto 10th Street.  The traffic carried me along across Midtown past The Dump, where Margaret Mitchell wrote Gone With The Wind, and over Peachtree Street.  A moment later, Piedmont Park glided past on my left for a good six city blocks.  The street ended at Monroe Drive and I took a right and then an immediate left on Virginia Avenue.  I now know that, with that left turn, I came home to Virginia Highland for the very first time.

I followed Virginia to the very center of this roughly square area – nothing can ever be square in Atlanta – where I found a small business district at the intersection with North Highland.  And just adjacent to the intersection, as the directions promised, I found an English-Tudor apartment building, all of red brick, built in the early 1920s.  And, somewhere in that building lurked its contemporary, Aunt Laine. 

My aunt’s building, the Highlandhurst, straddled a steep, narrow lot on Virginia near the corner of North Highland.  It was the next-to-last building before the business district.  On the other side of the next apartment building was a long, low strip mall that looked like it had a couple of bars and restaurants and maybe a shop or two.  Across the street were some more businesses wrapping around a wide, curving corner.  In a little park in the middle of the street, a saxophone player played quietly.

It was an early Friday evening and twilight was giving way to the flickering dawn of sodium-vapor streetlights.   Even though it was March, the patios and porches of the restaurants were packed with patrons.  More waited on sidewalks, or browsed in the shops.  There was an interesting aura to the place; something I could only describe as a relaxed energy.

I pulled my duffle bag out of the back of the Jeep and hiked up the front steps to the building.  I had only seen the Highlandhurst in pictures.  It was a narrow building, probably only one apartment wide, but she was a grand, gothic pile of red brick.  The apartment portion itself was three stories tall, with elegant Ionic columned porches rising from a tall granite foundation.  One entered the building on the right side through tall, leaded glass doors in the base of something that I guess the architect intended to be some sort of bell tower.  It rose majestically to a height of five stories, and looked over the street in a dark, foreboding manner.

I climbed the steps to the terra cotta tiled entrance, and let myself through the glass doors into the outer lobby.  I located my aunt’s name on the door intercom and pushed the buzzer.  A moment later, over the fuzzy intercom speaker I heard my sister’s high-pitched voice answer “Van?  Is that you?”

“It’s me Brit.  Buzz me in.”

“Oh hurray!  I’m so happy you’re here.  Apartment 1A.”  The door buzzed and I pulled it open.  It gave way to a lobby that hadn’t changed appreciably in the better part of a century.  Tan walls were trimmed with dark wood molding, and enclosed a floor of small black-and-white hexagonal tile. Across from the front door, a small silver elevator door was surrounded with elaborate art-deco trim work.  A hallway led back into the building next to it, with a dark mahogany staircase winding steeply upwards on the left side.  All around was bathed in a sickly, yellow light from a white porcelain pendant hanging in the center of the ceiling above.

On the left wall of the lobby, at the base of the stairs, was the door labeled 1A.  I took a deep breath and started to knock, but the door flew open and Brit had me in a bear hug that knocked the wind out of me.

My sister is a little hard to describe.  She is possessed with a life and spirit and vitality that don’t translate easily into the written word.  Physically, you wouldn’t ordinarily peg us as brother and sister.  We’re about the same height, which makes her somewhat tallish for a woman, while I am somewhat average-to-shortish for a man.  She is rather squarish in build, while I’ve always been absurdly thin.  It would appear that I was the child who inherited all of the lip genes since mine are kind of thick and hers are almost non-existent.  On the other hand, she got the eyes; big, huge, full moon eyes of sapphire blue while mine are kind of a dull, steel gray.   It was in Britany’s eyes that you could see a gleam for life that would have inspired artists everywhere.  

“Brit,” I gasped.  “I can’t breathe.”

She stood back and took a long, appraising look at me.  “Jesus, you’re even skinnier.  Have you eaten anything since you split with Olivia?”

“Soft pretzels and Bacardi.  Are you going to let me in?”

“Smart ass.”  She stood back and revealed my aunt’s apartment.  It took me a moment to convince myself to go in.  I had always heard that my aunt collected knick-knacks.  I just didn’t expect quite the volume of knick-knacks. Every conceivable surface was covered with miniature ceramic cattle, or commemorative plates, or decorative planters or salt-and-pepper shakers shaped like tiny cowboy boots.  And, sitting in a wheel chair in the center of it all, was Aunt Laine in all her glory.

            Laine is easy to describe.  She is that most magnificent example of fauna found in this part of the country: the southern grande dame.  She was five-foot-six when she was standing (which she wouldn’t be doing much off in the near future.)  She had a round face with deep green eyes and a halo of vivid red hair, the color of which had not been allowed to change even one shade in the last seventy years.  Despite her age, she still sported a rather ample bosom that shot out so straight and pointy I wondered if she was wearing a cast-iron Maidenform she acquired in the thirties.  Her eyes lit up when she saw me, and she put her manhattan down on the coffee table, threw her arms wide and cried enthusiastically, “Donovan!”

I went forward and delivered the required hug and kiss to the left cheek.  The familiar scent of Worth filled my nostrils.  “You certainly are looking fine for such an ordeal,” I told her as I stood back up. 

“I wish I could say the same for you,” she replied while eying me appraisingly.  “Brit’s right.  You weigh nothing.”

“I’ve always weighed nothing,” I said churlishly.  My lack of physical presence has always embarrassed me, somewhat.

“You’ve always been thin,” Laine corrected.  “Not emaciated.  Go into the kitchen.  Eat something.”

Before I could respond to her command, Brit began ringing.  She rolled her eyes and looked at me as she retrieved the diminutive cell from the back of her jeans.  I asked Laine where the bathroom was, and was directed to a narrow hall.  When I returned to the living room, Brit was just hanging up.  “Charles will be here in about ten minutes,” she announced.  “Van, I hope you like Thai.  He’s bringing it for dinner.”

I was not all that wild about Thai but told her anything was fine.  “I can’t believe you of all people have a cell phone.”

Brit rolled her eyes again as she slumped down on a couch awash with ornamental pillows.  “It’s a concession to the conventional, establishment lifestyle staring me in the face right now.  Charles is a professor in the business college at Emory.  He’s a bit on the conservative side.”

I had a sudden suspicion.  “Please tell me my free-spirit, artistic sister isn’t marrying a Republican.”

“Tory,” Laine volunteered. “He’s British.”

“Isn’t that cool, Van?  I’ll be Brit, the wife of Charles the Brit.”

Sadly, she thought that was uproariously funny.  “Go on with your story.”

“Yeah, so anyway, he’s a professor in the business college.  Tenured. Does a lot of consulting gigs.  I’m staring down the barrel of being Missus Corporate America.”

“That doesn’t sound like you.”

Laine was losing patience with Brit, making me think she had had sat through this conversation before.  She cut off whatever reply my sister was about to make abruptly.  “It’s not, and she’s making it sound worse than it is.  He loves Brit.  He wants her to continue to work and paint and show her art.  He has said he is more than willing to accommodate her bohemian lifestyle.”

“You can’t accommodate a bohemian lifestyle from a town-home in Druid Hills,” Brit observed.

“Better than a trailer in Macon,” Laine retorted.  “There are worse things than marrying money.”

“Money can’t buy happiness,” Brit replied, more to bait my aunt than out of any real combativeness.

“I never said it could.  But with it you can certainly shop for happiness in a lot more stores.”

The conversation ended abruptly as Brit asked, “So, who wants cocktails?”  She departed to the kitchen to make them before anyone could answer.  Laine turned her attention to me.

 “So, Donovan,” she observed grandly, “You’re here and I very much appreciate it.  This place is a lot of work for an old lady.”

“I’m happy to help, Aunt Laine.  Tomorrow morning, you tell me where you want me to start.  I just need to try and get on a couple of hours of writing each day.”

“That should be no problem,” Laine observed.  “And, since Brit’s moved in with Charles, why don’t you move into her old apartment upstairs?”

The surprised me.  I had assumed I would be staying in Laine’s apartment, although the preponderance of stuff made me think there was hardly room for me. “Don’t you need the rent?”

Laine cast a sidelong look towards the kitchen, which immediately conveyed the message that regular rent payments had not been characteristic of Brit’s tenancy in the building.  “Oh, that place is so small and hard to rent, I doubt it will significantly impact cash flow around here.”

“Just be careful, Van,” Brit observed as she returned and handed me a rum-and-diet.  “It’s haunted.”

“Haunted?” I asked, glancing at Laine.

“It’s not haunted,” she replied, accepting a fresh manhattan. “It’s just old.”

“It’s haunted.”

“It’s not haunted, you just have an over active imagination.”

Brit sat down on the couch and repeated, flatly, “It’s haunted.”

Laine looked at me, “Okay, it’s a little haunted.”

I laughed incredulously.  “What’s a little haunted?”

“Well, we have ghosts but they’re extraordinarily benign.  Years will go by without a peep.”

I stared at them, amazed that they actually believed in ghosts.  Before I could say anything else though, the door buzzer announced the arrival of my future brother-in-law, Charles Williams.

Charles was – well, he’s not dead; he still is – very, very, very British.  Although he doesn’t actually wear a bowler or carry an umbrella, it’s not hard to picture him with one.  He’s tall and skinny and usually wears dark Brooks Brother’s suits that are impeccably pressed with striped ties whose stripes never vary in width.  What he and my sister see in each other is beyond me.  It’s like imagining Neville Chamberlain married to a Gabor sister.

Charles was admitted to the apartment carrying three white plastic bags with large Styrofoam carryout containers.  The room was immediately awash with the smells of lemon grass and curry and cayenne.  He kissed Brit and handed her the bags, and then held out his hand and favored me with a tight-lipped, very self-conscious smile.  “You must be Donovan.”

I shook his hand.  “Charles, it’s a pleasure.  You must be a madman for marrying my sister.”

He looked momentarily shaken, and then laughed nervously.  “Right, right.  Yes, yes, I must be.”

My aunt cleared her throat loudly, indicating that attention was not being paid to her.  Charles immediately realized his mistake and doted on her with such grace and aplomb one would think she was a member of the peerage.  The British really have refined fawning to an art form.  Meanwhile, Brit had transferred all of the food to plates and summoned us into the very small dining room.  Charles took responsibility for navigating my aunt’s wheelchair through the tight maze of her apartment to the table.  We had a very nice dinner and, despite my past aversion to Thai food, it was delicious.  I was informed that it came from a little restaurant about three blocks away called Mai Li.

“It really is the best Thai in the neighborhood, I think,” Laine offered.  I was not used to neighborhoods having multiple Thai restaurants and said so, to which Laine replied, “There are five of them in about a three block radius.  God help you if you want Chinese food; there’s none to be found.  But there’s enough Pad-Prik nearby to feed all of Bangkok.”

As I said, dinner was a pleasant enough affair.  Despite his reserve, I found Charles to be funny and quite good company.  I was more than willing to have him in the family.  As we finished, he asked if I needed any help getting my things inside.

Before I could answer, Laine suggested I go upstairs and look at Brit’s old apartment to see if it would suit my needs.  I had to admit that, even though I loved my aunt, the idea of having my own space to escape to appealed to me.  My aunt told me where I could find the keys, and I made my way out into the building to check it out while Charles and Brit did dishes.

The building had two apartments per floor.  The “front” apartment on each floor was the larger, with two bedrooms while the rear was smaller, with one.  Brit’s old apartment had never really been an apartment at all.  When Brit moved to Atlanta to go to college, Laine’s late husband Maurice had been smitten with the girl, and in many ways viewed her as the daughter he had never had.  So he had enclosed the old “bell tower” on the roof and made it into a studio.  It was located above the third floor hallway, adjacent to the elevator machinery flat.  To reach it, one had to take the elevator to the third floor, and then cross the hall and climb a set of stairs to the roof access door.  That opened on to a narrow covered breezeway overlooking the rest of the roof that led to the front of the building.  At the end of the veranda was a narrow glass door with a single bulb glowing dimly above it.  Even though I adamantly did not believe the apartment was haunted, I could see how someone might think it was.  The whole approach to it seemed slightly sinister.

I lit a cigarette as I walked down the narrow veranda.  The night air was cooling fast.  Off to my right, across the roof, was a great view of the high-rises on the other side of Piedmont Park, in Midtown.  I unlocked the door and fumbled around the frame until I found a light switch.  Switching it on, I discovered what is possibly the best kept apartment secret in Atlanta. 

The original belfry, although never home to bells, was almost two stories tall.  Uncle Maurice had enclosed the Romanesque opening with huge windows.  A pair of French doors in the center opened and led out onto a narrow balcony overlooking Virginia Avenue.  The walls were all exposed brick, and the ceiling was the original wood, although heavily stained.  The floor was made of wide, heart-pine planks, unstained, but with enough marine grade varnish that you could have put out to sea on it.

I had often heard that Maurice had doted on this apartment, making it as much his hobby as her home.  Since the bell-tower was not large, maybe just fifteen feet on each side, he had struggled to fit every possible amenity into the small space.  In the corner next to the front door was a small kitchen.  It was fully equipped, however.  In order to minimize space, the counters were only eighteen inches deep instead of the usual twenty-four.  He had compensated by using a wild variety of appliances.  The stove was the small kind you would usually see in a camper.  The sink appeared to be a bar sink mounted sideways.  Inset into the wall next to it was the tiniest dishwasher I have ever seen, just a single rack with room for a couple of plates and glasses.  Behind it was an alcove with one of those European washing machines that also kind of dries the clothes as well.  On a shelf above the washer sat a small, dorm-room sized refrigerator.

Behind the kitchen was a small bathroom with a stall shower, pedestal sink and toilet.  Next to the bathroom door, a black metal spiral staircase wound up to a small bed area that sat over the top of the bathroom and kitchen.  It was just big enough for the bed, and a small armoire that served as the closet.

Since Brit had moved into Charles’ house, and since Charles apparently had impeccable taste, none of Brit’s furniture had been taken along.  She had bought all of it from a junk store and it was a single collection of Danish-modern stuff that must have been the height of contemporary fashion in about 1962.  There was a long, low sage green sofa that was covered in some indestructible, mid-century material.  Next to it was a black leather Eames chair.  On the wall facing the couch was a “mod” wall unit in dark teak with a built in desk, fold down bar and several bookshelves.  Two bar stools at the kitchen counter rounded out the room’s furnishings.

I have to admit, it was not the kind of place I had expected to be living at this point in my career.  However, it had a certain romantic cache’ that appealed to me; sort of the perfect modern garret for a writer to work from.  I inspected it for maybe another ten minutes, and then returned downstairs to get Charles.  We were able to empty my Jeep and haul everything upstairs to my new abode in a single load.

We stayed up very late talking, laughing, and consuming cocktails in Aunt Laine’s apartment.    It was well after midnight when I stumbled upstairs, having first seen to Laine’s needs.  I let myself into the apartment, brushed my teeth, and tentatively negotiated my way up the narrow spiral staircase.  I think I was asleep before my head even hit the pillow.

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The Bradford Pear – 1

March 15, 2009

The Bradford Pear

 

            We walked out of the courtroom silently, side by side, with our lawyers.  Olivia was wearing taupe.  Olivia always wore some variant of taupe.  Tan, beige, ecru: until I had married her, I had never known there were so many variants of neutral.  As we exited the courtroom, each of us thanked our lawyers and shook their hands.  They departed, and suddenly we were there alone.  We looked at each other, no longer man and wife. 

            “Well,” Liv said, “I guess I better get back to the agency.”

            “Yeah,” I said.  “I’ve got to file a story this afternoon anyhow.”  I was lying.

            Neither of us budged.  “You know,” she said, “it seems like there should be something more, I dunno, final that should occur here.”

            I smiled.  “How final could it be?  The New York literary community isn’t that big. We’re going to spend the rest of our lives experiencing awkward occasions where we run into each other.”

            Liv laughed.  God how I loved it when she laughed.  I just wish she had done more of it when we were together.  “You’re right.  We might wind up spending more time together now than we did when we were married.”

            I chuckled what I can only assume was a sardonic little chuckle.  Then, I leaned forward and kissed her cheek.  “Take care of yourself babe.”  She smiled sadly, and walked silently towards the parking lot at the back of the courthouse.  I watched her go, then walked towards the one at the front.  I knew she would return to our tan-and-taupe-and-ecru apartment in Manhattan.  Clutching my folder of legal documents settling the affairs of Robideau v. Ford, I returned to the house I was renting in Larchmont.  I hated the house in Larchmont.  Living here represented the failure of my marriage, and there was nothing I hated or feared more than failure.  That fear, more of a terror, really, had characterized every aspect of my life.  I made careful decisions, took calculated risks, all intended to carefully avoid the chance of failure.  The thought of potential failure created a deep, hollow sensation inside of me.  I can only describe it as a type of inner-vertigo.  It felt as though there was a bottomless pit starting just below my ribcage and extending downward into eternity.  For reasons that are too complex to explain, my father had instilled this fear in me, and it had stayed alive and well long after I was estranged from him.

           Even my marriage had been calculated on the facts that we complemented each other so well, that it should have surely succeeded.  I unlocked the door and entered the foyer to a ringing phone.  Amidst the jumble of boxes that I had found no reason to unpack for the last several months, I located the phone and answered.

            “Donovan?!” resounded from the earpiece and bounced around in my head for a few minutes.  It was not so much a greeting as a simultaneous identity inquiry and command for attention, all delivered in the precise, slightly-rising intonations of a Charleston Battery accent.

            “Hello, Aunt Laine.”  DeLaine Wagner Fairchild was nothing if not a force in my life.  She was probably the most unique individual I had ever encountered.  She wasn’t really my aunt, but my mother’s half cousin and best friend.  They had been opposite sides of the same coin.  While both were strong willed and indomitable, my mother was reticent while DeLaine was outspoken.  Mother was northern; DeLaine southern.  Mother was diplomatic; DeLaine was brash.  Mother was proper while DeLaine was carefree.  They brought out the best in each other.  I was sure Aunt Laine still missed Mom.  God knows I did.

            “So, Donovan,” she intoned in that voice that sounded like Betty Davis reading for the part of Melanie Wilkes, “is today the day?  Is it final?”       

            “It is,” I replied wearily.  I knew my aunt was quite glad to be able to remove Olivia from her address book.  They had not taken to each other in the beginning, and over the years that initial coldness had grown in fullness and bouquet into out-and-out dislike.  “I just walked in from the courthouse.”

            “Well, congratulations.” She paused and I could hear the clink of some form of beverage vessel in the background.  I thought for a faint moment it might be tea. Realizing it was after two, I knew that it was probably a manhattan instead.  “And condolences.  I’m sure this is a hard day for you.”

            “It is,” I replied again, not wanting to talk about it.  “I don’t really feel like talking about it.”

            “Which is good because I did not call you to talk about it.”  That was Aunt Laine, always in touch with the feelings of others.  “I actually have a business proposition to discuss with you.”

            “Yes ma’am?”

            “It would seem that I have broken my leg.”

            “What?  When?  How?”

            “And ‘where’ and ‘why,’ dear.  We’re all very impressed with your command of the English interrogatives.  I fell down in the parking lot a week ago last Wednesday.”

            “Last Wednesday?  I’ve talked to you something like three times since then.  Why are you just telling me about this now?”

            “I knew you had a lot on your mind with the divorce, so I didn’t want to bother you.  Besides, I was sure it was just a slight break.”

            “A slightly broken leg?  How many eighty year olds do you know who only slightly break a leg?”

            I could hear her sip her cocktail while patiently indulging my sarcasm.  She continued as if I had said nothing.  “So anyway, they were quite insistent that I couldn’t leave the hospital unless I had someone at home to care for me, what with all these steps and all.  Brit is here, but I was wondering if you might not like to consider relocating down here for a few months to help me look after this place.”

            “A few months?”

            “Well, yes.  With Brit planning the wedding it’s not exactly convenient for her right now.  And with you not working, I thought it might kill two birds with one bush.”  My aunt has no remorse when it comes to murdering metaphors.

            I paused to light a cigarette and considered the situation.  No one in the family had any concept that I had been given a leave to somehow turn a collection of my columns from the magazine into a book and so was not, technically out of work.  In the south, if you stayed at home all day pounding on a keyboard, you were out-of-work. 

My aunt owned and resided in an apartment building somewhere in Atlanta that I had never seen.  All I knew about it was that it was old and probably, therefore, a lot of work, which would distract me from the task at hand of converting said columns into said book.  I really couldn’t afford the time to go to Georgia.

On the other hand, she was being cared for by my sister Britany.  I have to be honest and admit that, although I love her, she has all the sense of duty and responsibility of a pack of breath mints.  Moreover, the month before Brit had, against all odds, succeeded in securing a proposal of marriage, and for the next several months I expected wedding preparations to occupy all of what few mental faculties she elected to devote to external matters.  My aunt would fare a distant second.

I was probably silent a little too long, as Laine asked, tentatively, “What do you think?”

I took another drag on the cigarette and flicked ashes into an ashtray that really needed to be emptied.  “I’m trying to think if I can make that work.  I’m a little concerned about finishing the book…”

My aunt will draw encouragement from anywhere she thinks she can find it.  “Oh come, Donovan.  It’ll be like a long family weekend.  It’s a fracture.  I should be up and around in no time and you’ll have plenty of time to finish your book. 

“Besides,” she added as an after thought, “You’ve got nothing keeping you in New York right now.”

Well, that was the crux of the matter, wasn’t it?  There really wasn’t.  My job could be done anywhere, and because my mother had left me an inheritance that gave me a small amount of financial security, it wasn’t really that important that I be here to do it.  My family was all elsewhere.  Most of my friends were really our friends, as in Olivia’s and mine.  Although I was fairly certain I would be able to secure custody of them with a small amount of effort, I was not certain whether I wanted to keep them.  They were mostly the kind of mediocre friendships that married couples tend to relegate themselves to, and I was silently dreading the day when those same couples started inviting me over to dinner with whatever single cousin/coworker/close friend was “absolutely perfect for me.”

I rotated the cigarette around my fingers and glanced about.  I was surrounded by cardboard boxes holding the detritus of my married life.  The house was cold and damp.  Outside the window, a cold gray fog was descending on the sound.  Although I was raised with a typical Yankee disregard for all things southern, I also knew spring came much, much earlier in Atlanta than Larchmont.  I wanted to feel warm.

And, when all is said and done, we do for family.

“Okay, Laine.  I’m in.”

She greeted the news with a long, genteel, “Mah-velous!” and a swig of her manhattan.

 

 

 

 

 

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